Самое странное - это когда вот сидишь ты, завернулась в одеяло, читаешь уютный высокорейтинговый фанфик про Glee, а там раз - простое и понятное объяснение тому, почему тебе бывает так страшно.
"It's just that I love you. I really, really love you," Blaine says, voice soft as he squeezes Kurt's hand and gazes at him across the car. "You make me happier than I've ever been. I am so lucky you want to be with me for even one day. Even luckier that you want to be with me forever. And I'm going to tell my parents all of that, and I don't think they're even going to care." Blaine sighs, finally breaking their gaze and looking down. "It's just really depressing to know that we're about to go in there, I'm going to tell them that I'm tied to the best thing that will ever happen to me for the rest of my life, and they're going to say it's a mistake."
К слову, если вас не смущают всякие ужасы, то вот ссылка, фанфик очень крутой.

А мы с Катей опять расстались, и мне слегка надоело об этом говорить. There were no one i ever loved, or wanted, or needed more than her. If she's not the one for me - i don't know who could be.
UPD: Неа, не расстались, просто я суперпаникёр. Это как супермен, только суперпаникёр. Ну, просто сообщаю. С: